2018 sucked total ass and I’m glad it’s over.
But I can’t deny that it didn’t have some high points like this blog for one, and the fact that I finally got the changes I so desperately needed.
⛈This year I read 23,900 pages across 104 books!
⛈I DNF’d 5 books.
⛈The shortest book I read was 32 pages long and the longest was 563 pages long!
⛈But I averaged out to about 215 pages because graphic novels are great and this year I didn’t have the attention span for long books apparently!
⛈My average rating was 4 stars which is honestly not that surprising because I read so many fucking books that I loved!
⛈96 of the books I read were diverse in one way or another.
⛈63 had LGBT+ rep of some form.
⛈29 had f/f rep which really fucking great considering before this year I had only read two books with f/f rep and they were both from last year!
⛈63 had POC rep of some kind!
⛈29 had Neurodiverse characters.
⛈5 had a disability of some kind.
⛈19 portrayed a character who had been abused in some way.
⛈Only 2 books I read represented religion of some kind which makes me disappointed in myself.
⛈11 books had fat rep.
⛈19 were books I considered feminist.
I would have done graphs but I don’t know how to do that in Google Sheets and I can’t remember how to do it in excel.
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To see my reviews click on my star ratings!
│Far From You│Tess Sharpe│📚│★★★★★│Read May 14│🏳️🌈🧠│
Aka the book that was ME! The MC is bi, an addict and has chronic pain!!! That’s a whole three of my identities in one character. That never happens.
│Down Among the Sticks and Bones│Wayward Children #2│Seanan McGuire│📚│★★★★★│Read Jul 6│🏳️🌈│
Aka the aestheticy sapphic Frankenstein retelling of your dreams.
│Bad Romance│Heather Demetrios│📚│★★★★★│Read Oct 8│🏳️🌈🔆🧠│
Aka the book that came at the perfect fucking time. Aka the book that helped heal me. Aka the book that had me crying from start to finish. Aka the book that literally everyone needs to read. Aka the book I wish I had as a teenager.
Book of the Year
│The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo│Taylor Jenkins Reid│📚│★★★★★│Read Aug 7│ 🏳️🌈🔆🧠│
Aka the Slytherin Queen. Aka what do you mean she’s not fucking real???? Aka the character I would lay down my life for.
I was going to do a bottom five list as well but I really didn’t read that many bad books and I felt like it would just end up being a list of the books I DNF’d.
⛈Get a full-time job ❌
I didn’t get a full-time job. Instead, I went to one group interview, had an anxiety attack the entire time and called my mum crying as soon as I got out.
⛈Goodreads Reading Goal of
50 100 books. ✅
I didn’t read as many books as last year but I for sure beat my goal!
⛈Start a book blog ✅
I mean this one is obvious.
⛈Review all of the books I read ✅
I’ve been pretty good at keeping up to date with all my reviews. I do fall behind a little but I always catch up!
⛈Read more diverse books ✅
I read more diverse books in 2018 than I did in 2017 even though I read more books last year total.
⛈Get through my physical TBR ❌
I hate myself.
⛈Read more anthologies ✅
I read 4 this year! Last year I only read 1.
⛈Don’t be afraid to DNF books ❓
I definitely DNF’d books but there are some I kind of wish I had DNF’d instead of wasting my time finishing them.
I’m still here! I took many breaks but I’m still here!
I Did Stuff
2018 has been a heck of a year. I have been possibly at one of the lowest points in my mental health to date.
I started seeing a therapist and although it helped, I still was facing a lot of darkness.
If I’m being totally honest, I didn’t think I would get to 2019.
I knew if things didn’t change in a big way and quickly I would lose all hope of them ever changing, or even being able to survive my situation.
But things did change and I did survive
I have no fucking idea how.
Turns out I was just waiting for my parents to separate.
And once that happened???
Everything has gotten so much brighter.
I can finally see a future worth fighting for!
Now it’s just me and my mum at home, I no longer feel a duty to keep people in my life.
I’ve lost some pretty big people in my life, but I’ve gained myself.
No, I’m not crying, you are.
I am now eating better, sleeping better, exercising, putting myself first and I don’t remember the last time I was this close to happy or was this hopeful about my future.
Somehow, 2018 has been the darkest and yet brightest year of my life and I’m really looking forward to what 2019 has in store for me— or should I say, what I have in store for 2019.
2018 was a hell of a year for everyone!
What did you do this year?
What did you read?
What posts did you write that you’re super proud of?